On Talking to a Crowd Always Ready to Deflate Large Balloons
Tell me about the difference between Washington and Moscow.
I want to know how girls open their mouths to speak over there.
How their skirts swoosh in the deadening zephyrs of October and
starlight
glints through chicken-wire fences, interlocking around the crumbling
schoolhouses
and the new handsome billboards. Tell me about your cathedrals and
idle priests
bellowing the smoke of a crashed zeppelin, the motorcade at 5 am
assassinating no one in particular. I’ve heard about the boyhood of the
timberlands,
the stall-keepers staring at passersby in the navel of your matronly
cities,
making the wrong change, and the delivery boys who ride their bicycles
in perfect circles. Park Avenue undulates in the toothless mouth
of our dear Cassandra, sitting on the banks of the Volga; she’s not the
same
since the good war. Sometimes even the best magicians fall for their
own tricks;
wouldn’t you say? The radio program forecasts the non-being that we
ourselves
put away every morning with an expression of inadvertent profundity,
as in a photograph of a smiling clerk whose bones will later be found in
the snow
under a glittering spruce, not too far from where our children sit in
Fords
and kiss each other to death. Their fathers, men of the malls, have been
fighting
at the Arques for centuries. Here they come now—as giddy as children
stepping off a carousel.
Elvira Basevich is a Ph.D. student in Philosophy at The Graduate Center, CUNY, working in social and political philosophy. She teaches philosophy at Queens College, CUNY.